Sigh, screwed up.

Today was just so normal day, but anyway, celebrated OUR BELOVED SL GENEVIEVE'S BIRTHDAY!
Okay, her birthday is on sunday and we celebrate 2 days before, LOL

Everything was like so rush maybe and i screwed up the card anyway.
Cos yesterday like 12+ sleep then i don't know what am i drawing already.
then in the morning so tired that today i can't think what am i doing.
Then in the end, the card was not really nice and perfect to me cos i think i can do a better one...
Sigh, my art skills sucks anyway.

Band yawn lots of time, and Mr tan is so angry about the arrangement about yesterday, then today we played on the another side of hall... then sigh. D:
sectional, seriously my tonguing is like cannot make it, sian...
idk what happen to me, but i feel so tired that i can't focus completely.

But for lessons, quite slack there blahblahblah...
and today, i'm like so tired and i don't know what really AM I DOING.

Screwed up alot in band, seriously.
Running notes, all these not clear, singapore flyer 's Part F, i was like cannot blend in and scared that will affect the intonation since my tone is quite outstanding.

everything is just screwed up.

Shall end here.
Mentally and physically tired of all things around me.
Don't feel like thinking though my brain is stuff with lots of #%$#$# items that i sometimes can't even figure out why.

/edited
Suddenly, i remember how crazy i am with the mandarin-pop 3 years ago.
Some songs i still like till today, though i never get them into my ipod anymore since it's fill with band pieces and k-pop which i never really go press.



我们要学会珍惜 要珍惜爱情
不要把真心当作游戏
我们要学会珍惜 要珍惜自己
不要再让下个爱你的人殇心
还记不记得 那天好聚好散
我好心要递面纸给你 你却爱面子不拿
我们之间 还有多少 心裡的话
三杯黄汤下肚之后 再继续説吧
与其説 我们都是过来人
不如説 我们都曾经当过烂人
不得不承认 我们都不是乖宝宝 好学生
可是不代表 不能进化成更好的人
一起努力过曾经追求过的梦
不管过了多久 都牢记在心中
不需再多说 一个拥抱就够
我的眼神 只有你懂 它代表什麽
一起在岁月裡面酌不完的酒
不管现在未来我们成不成功
此刻的拥有 是我的身边
还有你们这些朋友



親愛的girl 親愛的girl 我不知道你有沒有聽過
從前從前 從從從從從前 有一個人叫做 我
我喜歡你 我貪戀你 我討厭你 我常想你
我總在那冷門的時候 在夢裡見到你
都是為你 都為了你 我發神經 我神經病
可能還有一點點 偏執狂的相思病
我鐘意你的 睡眼惺忪 我鐘意你的 皺眉頭
我鐘意你的 小小手手 我鐘意你的 很害羞
我鐘意你的眼袋 你的耳朵 你的眉毛
你的味道 你的穿著 你的鎖骨 你的贅肉 你的笑容
你的有話直說 你的理性感性 我都想要擁有
很嚴肅的我 很幼稚的我 都是我的幽默

關於你的世界 關於你的一切 關於你的優點 關於你的缺點
還有關於我們之間 我都想要深入了解
關羽劉備張飛 關羽騎赤兔馬 關羽是關老爺 關羽臉像喝醉
怎麼扯到這邊 跟這首歌沒什麼關聯
關於你的世界 關於你的一切 關於你的優點 關於你的缺點
還有關於我們之間 我都想要深入了解
關羽劉備張飛 關羽騎赤兔馬 關羽是關老爺 關羽臉像喝醉
怎麼扯到這邊 跟這首歌有什麼關聯？ 我不知道 但你知道 我的點

A chord's composing works, some is like a 改变版 for some songs and many are inspirated by now pop singers~
But i find his lyrics. sometimes quite meaningful, in the sense of as a teenager~


I know i'm not a very good friend that is able to really comfort when you guys are sad or feeling down.
I just don't know how to say out but i would prefer write it on paper than saying out...
I don't know why....