Got back report book...

Okay, got back our report books le.
>.< okay, anyway i think my combined grade all very LOL.

two A2 [E-math & A-math!]
two B3 [Art & Chinese!]
two B4 [Physic & Chemistry]
two C6 [English & Combined humanities~]

L1R4: 16
L1R5: 22

but if i count SA1 (this midyear exam) only...
jiu become ....
English   - 47.2 [D7]
Chinese - 60.5 [B4]
A-math - 65.0 [B3]
E-math - 64.2 [B4]
Chem - 64.4 [B4]
Physic - 56.1 [C5]
Combined humanities - 47.0 [D7]
Art - 63.0 [B4]

not a single A1 or A2, LOLL -.-
sigh, holiday i shall go study. (be regular customer of library alrdy.)
end of year, MUST PULL UP MY MARKSS!! and then, hope promoted to Sec 4E!
if not, i will surely killed by mum -.-

and teachers all recommend us DON'T DROP ANY SUBJECTS NOW~
okay, honestly speaking, i really feel like dropping pure sciences to combined science (physic & chem)...
but i don't think that's allowed and i think they will like recommend me to drop art first lorh D: (even if i want to drop and my result is really CMI~~)

Must buck up at semester 2, AND FINALLY HALF OF YEAR IS OVER!!
that also means.... 1 and half year to O level (estimated larh~) and to our high school (meaning poly or JC~) life :)
I still want to go poly, but should i like aim for JC so i can aim higher and get good marks but my decision is still wanting to go poly?
but.... yeah honestly speaking too, i don't know what should i be...
is like, no aims in life too... i cannot do science-based things (i cannot even understand a thing -.-) ,
math-based things i don't really like though i think i'm okay in maths~ (and i hate sitting for damn alot of hours in front of laptop to do some accounting or calculation things) ,
then left what? languages!? lols, you call me go study communication, english/chinese literature (my sister studying chinese literature -.-) or those like need good command of english... = DIE.
So left what?  art-based (meaning those design, art, engineering *eh this one need physic -.-* etc.?)
sigh, i also quite not really good in these too... is like... need talent?

then... music? not say i really good also (in fact i think my tone also not nice, is like... sigh) , and is like.. parents and family members don't support, NEED MONEY too, and they all think .... 没有前途.... (no future..) though my passion for music still haven gone off (DUHHH), but i feel so discouraged and ... a feeling of not-being accepted and... IT'S just...
but i told them i WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY CLARINET after secondary school then they were like: For what? this is just play play only.
but to me, IT'S NOT JUST PLAY PLAY ONLY! what for you learn a instrument, you play your time throughout these 4 years and never achieve anything?
okay, getting abit not-controlled here.

Sigh sigh, anyway i think i will be what my mum say: 去扫地啦~ (meaning be a cleaner -.-)

Shall end here...

Tml's Exchange with the malaysian band, bukit view band and Aitong pri brass band!
JIAYOUS HUAYI CONCERT BAND! :D

don't like the feeling of not able to help...