disappointed.

Gosh, today's a screwed up day for me.
Firstly,  FEEL SO DAMN FRUSTRATED WITH MATHS! 3D-DIAGRAMMMM!!
then in class i was like not listening and trying to solve the question but I CANNOT DO D:
sigh, don't know what's wrong with me then i cannot focus!

then next, at chem lesson, i feel like vomiting after smelling the gas etc (when ms chiang was demo the testing for hydrogen gas and carbon dioxide (think so)
then like super giddy, i don't know too then jinli also feel the same thing, maybe we stand behind ms chiang then blahblahblah~~~

Band time, i was damn pissed off at first, is like we alrdy carry down to the quadrangle then suddenly TIC come then WANTED to call us to bring back, even the percussion instruments, so damn pissed!
sigh, then ... but after that jiu try to cool down, since i pissed off also no use.
and we rush alot today, or maybe say only me bah :(
i don't know why i feel so nervous then is like... the same feeling at chem lab.
then i keep on go fast and CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!! D:

sighh... and minhui said my tone change :(
and clarinets, we tongue like very hard @ blue sky and sunshine, maybe lighter abit i guess, i mean more lively etc bah... (based on minhui's view when she see our practice)
and now i'm like super scared to rush or sth, at the end there i was playing softer since like i don't dare to play loud and rush the whole band D:
THOUGH i got watch mr tan with my corner of my eyes, but i cannot really see properly cos i cannot open eyes properly also :( [the sunlight?]
So.... sigh :(
I need to concentrate tml! i shall sleep early today!!!
and drink more water! 100% FOCUS!!!
and hope i wouldn't like screwed up anything.
Though i think i will screwed up something cos..... i actually forget to bring back my consent form D:
GOSH, i don't want get fined :(

sigh, shall end my rantings here.

BUT ANYWAY! Today's Angelin's birthday! :D
Happy birthday to tudi! sorry that your shifu will be giving your present late :X