After many days (or rather, weeks) of getting the feeling of emo-ness and feel so low self-esteem, i feel that i got some mental illness (like depression, *immediately google it to find some ways to cure*) and i think i'm such a bitch (bitching around etc, okay you guys ignored this.)
is like, there's nothing for me to enjoy and nothing can really make me feel so damn happy, :O
argh, anyone have some tips to get rid of this feeling?
and weird thing is, i can't even find any source of it, :(
maybe is my result, but actually, this time i was like quite calm (except when i'm so angry @ my chinese marks LOL, but anyway, i surrender, i shall work harder next year!) etc.
and btw, i know it's not PMS also -.- , but maybe moodswing (too long i think, i tot it only last for days.)
and i'm like some 宅女 :/ who keep glue on my laptop. ZZZ, though there's nothing i can play also leh.
and many other few complicated feelings of low self-esteem, sensitiveness etc.
okay, i shall end here then. i don't know what's going on right now outside~
This holiday, i shall practice more too! :D need to find motivation yay ^.^v
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