thoughts

maybe i'm sensitive or what, but sometimes i get the feeling i'm arrogant or something.
Sigh, but basically, actually sometimes i just feel quite social awkward, like really, i'm quite social awkward.... (don't really know how to approach people and scared ah ._. you know, in the place that is not familiar to you or haven really familiarise = awkward to me.)
Sigh, i just hope i don't offend anyone T.T

anyway, recently got the feel to do something.
Form/join a wind quintet/ clarinet choir. okay maybe form is better usage of words.
i always love those ensemble music :) ESP CLARINET AND SAXOPHONE! :)
hahah, just hope i'm able to play in ensemble groups, it seems so fun~ :)

seems so slack in this holiday, did nothing except practice and anime.
I need to do my transcription! and arranging~!!!
and need to get start on piano/guitar once again ahhhh~
and I GOING BROKE ON MY EXAM FEES.
sigh, need to work more and hope my next job recruitment can pass so i can faster work!
hope i can score well in my upcoming exams... (for theory) and next year's practicals.
well, i think i'm sort of like perfectionist... but music is something i love, so yeah wish to do well in it :)

Shall end here. :)